heart shaped bruises

I did get the grades to go to University, but my heart was set on going to London, and travelling a bit on the way there. I also would have no idea what I would study, I would hate to waste a decent amount of my youth studying at university for something I ultimately didn’t want to do. Also, in Australia I don’t qualify for HECS because I am not an Australian citizen, and would therefore have to pay the fees in their entirety, up front… which is money I don’t have, and also money I would hate to spend on institutionalised learning. I’d rather spend it on learning through experience in the real world, even though that won’t get me a ‘real job’. Who knows. xox

Good night, that one! I like me some Spice Girls and Lion King to dance to. 

<3

Oh no, don’t be! If you look at it from a distance, you see it’s only 0.0001% of  the messages you get, and if you get a load of hate mail, it’s usually all from the same person. You should pity them, instead of letting it get you upset. They obviously have some sort of problem with themselves, and if they hated you so much, they wouldn’t keep coming back onto your page, and lurking. Also, I don’t know, it just doesn’t bother me because all of what they say is either meaningless bullshit, empty words with no proof, like ‘slut’, ‘whore’, ‘tramp’, which you are not (and know you’re not), OR it is something that is subjective like ‘ugly’, ‘gross’, etc. Something that is to one’s taste, and not fact.

<3 There will always be nasty people who try to bring you down, virtually and in person, to your face and behind your back. Just soldier on, and forget them. That’ll get their panties in a twist! x

Hahaha 90% of the time, yes. The sheet comes off every night, so I just push it to the side. Restless sleeper.

Yes sir. I’m going to do more recommendation posts concerning music and movies. I like sharing!

He (Aaron Johnson) is bloody handsome! It’s incredible. The movie is called Nowhere Boy, and it’s based on the early life of John Lennon. It’s a goodie.

Also, thanks. You absolute sweetheart! I hope you enjoy the movie. And if you want to check out anything else he’s in, I suggest giving Chatroom a watch. He’s a brilliant actor and that movie is really unique. Loved it.

A wee bit! I can’t spell them (words), but I can say them.

And I will be forever flattered by this, you sweet lady!

Late. Seeing as I grew up in Saudi Arabia, where alcohol is illegal full stop. I probably only got really into it when I was 18/19. I never was a big juvie drinker. When I was 15 I enjoyed things such as sports and playing Monopoly with friends, which every under 16 (even better, 18) SHOULD! I hate seeing little kiddies drunk and on drugs. Like what the fuck. Enjoy innocence while you can. 

But yes, I can drink anything, and enjoy it. But that is now, not when I was a young’n.

PS - The game ‘Uno’ was my favourite,

But it’s my blog/my personal diary, and when he pushed his mental problems onto me, he turned it into my problem, and therefore I should be free to write about it. His actions directly effected me because he purposely made them to. If I didn’t have an outlet, to express my frustrations, I would be in a worse mental state than him.

Also, I’m certain he doesn’t read this, and if he does, maybe it would help him realize the amount of distress he is causing me with his selfish actions.

I watched a movie today, and when I heard this quote, it automatically took my mind back to him and our situation. It rings SO TRUE. It’s about a couple, where the girl was always ‘trying’ to end her life, and the boy who saves her gets dragged down by it & leaves her, saying this:

“You don’t want to die. You just wanted that drama. What you did was serious, and it effects people. It effects me. I wish I could help you ‘cause you need it. But I’m not going overboard for you. I got my own shit, I’m doing my own thing.”

The fiesty bull AKA Taurus

I don’t know, people will do anything to get more followers so it seems (really sad)! Sucks big time though. Thank you, thank you, thank you! <3

I’m not sure, you can judge it for yourself soon. Probably this weekend.

Aw what! Come say hello (and anything else you want to) next time. I don’t bite… unless you’re into that sort of thing. x

Yeah we do actually, now his red hair is black. I got his blessing/encouragement to do it (though not my bf).

You did? He’s cool huh. Artsy type. Thank you for this, really appreciate it. I’m so confused/frustrated about it all. <3

I used to keep them all, but then I moved house and had to get rid of them! I shall keep them all from now on, and I can hit you up and let you know what I’ve gathered and you can let me know if you want them! 

You’re the sweetest, ey! <3

PLEASE DO! It’ll take a few days, and you’ll need to come equipped with a face mask and a large assortment of cleaning products and air fresheners.   I will supply the snacks&refreshments.